Being let down

Well the hormonal monkey called me today being the lil bitch that he is he tries to demand things from me.  I blew him off for the most part, he’s my lowest priority in anything.  I’m not going to make a special effort for this rude, socially inept fraud.  But it did get me wondering why I habor such resentment towards him.  I mean it’s definitely a combination of things.  It didn’t help that he’s completely disorganized and confused, he didn’t help he never taught me anything (in regards to photography) or spend time teaching me techniques or talk about lighting.  It didn’t help that he promised we could use his studio for our projects and then went mental when we asked.  It didn’t help that I gave up all my weekends and evenings and such to help him and carry his stuff and set up and edit and give him photos while he made money off me.  BUt if I had to pinpoint one thing that really made me resent him, it’s being let down.  I looked up to him, he was supposedly suppose to be my mentor.  I trusted him, but in the end I was just another person to hang out with.  His insecurity demands he tries to have many people around.  It’s pathetic, and I felt very let down that his attitude was as such, a backbiting, whining, disorganized prat.
You shouldn’t have done that, you know who you are.  You are fake, but then again you don’t care.  It’s all about money to you, stealing from your clients.  >_<  I don’t think I can forgive you.  Just the thought of everything makes me sick.